Dear Irene,

I’m sure you still recalled the kind of words I used to utter during my dark days and how I felt like life led me to nowhere, and constantly back to the limbo. 

But late last year I took one step to peek over the darkness to find one light. It was still very dim, especially when I reached at the end of the tunnel early this year. I still felt like maybe the light was dimming quick and would be gone again — that I won’t find it. However I let the dimming light navigate me forward, and now I found a new goal to accomplish. Maybe it’s not my ultimate goal, maybe it’s just the tiny goal that I have to accomplish in this short episode. But for once, I feel certain that my life has a meaning.