4 a.m’s // Wednesday, June 1
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1:38 PM |
How do I tame this feeling if you keep appearing in my dreams? Taming it is one thing, trying to endure it while acting impassive about it is another. You’re irresistible. But I can’t get myself to drown in this. I won’t be myself again. I won’t be the best version of myself again. I’ll keep letting myself be vulnerable again. I don’t want that. And I don’t want this. I keep wanting you the more I try to shrug it off. I hate that I yearn to be in your arms. Wishfully thinking, I want to feel you wrapping them around me when my whole world crumbles down. But maybe this is just a moment of weakness; the one that keeps contradicting with me. |
unconscious level 