beginning of an ending

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"Every man must decide whether he will walk in the light of creative altruism or in the darkness of destructive selfishness." Martin Luther King

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"I went to the woods because I wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life. To put to rout all that was not life; and not, when I had come to die, discover that I had not lived." Niel Perry (The Dead Poets Society)

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Cursed // Monday, November 18

4:00 AM

Hey you,

I screwed up.

But when I repented, and I regretted for doing that mistake,

Why do these people make me feel guilty for feeling sad?

I wonder everyday if any of my feelings are faulty. I wonder everyday if I'm just exaggerating things?

Whenever these people make me feel guilty for feeling guilty, is it normal if I just want to stab my chest repeatedly to stop that freaking feeling?

Is it normal if I feel frustrated for not being able to feel my emotions normally or if I'm not being able to channel my frustration the way I wanted to?

But I need to control myself.