Urges // Tuesday, November 14
10:45 PM |
Itchy fingers, The smell of books. I have strong urges. Of writing books. Or it would always happens, whenever I open my laptop, I'd have the tendencies to watch Barbie. Rainy days arrived at the back of the flying birds. They're probably bewildered; why do I love rain so much? Such storms, dark clouds, why do I find peace in them? Perhaps a person like me loves desolation; for I have found peacefullness in the state of feeling emotions so deeply. But I love rain. More than anything in the world. Despite the annoyance it results me in after having to step on the wet streets and soaking the draping of my skirt, I still love when the raindrop tracing down along my skin, leaving trails of it, wetting my long hair. I thought this is the most perfect time that should be completed with a cup of hot chocolate, writing or reading and an on repeat River Flows In You. My imaginations start to become louder as they cry out to be written. Whenever I do anything, I couldn't get myself done doing it without letting my mind wander off to a world that only I know. But I have to write them so badly. I want them to be real. I want them to be imprinted on a stack of papers. So I know that they do exist outside the realm of my tangled mind. Despite for all, I need to go. I have to run a few errands and let myself go distracted and stop thinking about what stories could I possibily finish writing. If I don't forget, I will surely please myself with a good writing soon. |